Together with our president

Today, the International court took a decision of arrest the president of republic of Sudan – Omar Hassan Al-Bashier- according to the note of the general pretender L.Ockampo.
I'm not political, but I'm Sudanese citizen. It's important to me for living safely inside my country, and nobody wants Sudan to be another Iraq.
In 2003 ex USA president took a decision of starting war in Iraq because they want to arrest the ex president of Iraq, they said "Iraq has extensive devastation weapons ", but until now we didn't see any weapons. It was a trap to destroy the Iraq and exploit its resources.
Now, it is turn of Sudan they took Darfur as a way to do the same with the Sudan. So we will not give up and accept arresting our president and destroying our country. So we will stand by our president and help him to show the truth that happened in Darfur and uncover the real enemies of this country who playing dirty game which can put our country in danger.
Sudanese people are in streets since the decision was taken. They swore to keep our president and country safe. So if anybody tried to arrest our president we will face him with force to keep ourselves and home safe.

Deserved to be thanked

Hi everyone,
Sorry for being lazy all this time, and I hope to write weekly from now.
This time I'm going to tell you a real story happened in the latest few weeks.
In our university it's not possible to enter the university without paying your full fees.
There was a girl, she wasn't able to pay the second part of her fees (450$). we went to the manager of the university but he doesn't allow us to meet him, as his assitance did.
We tried all ways to pay these fees, but we couldn't.
Finally, I wrote a note to Mustafa Abo-Alaza'em the editor-in-chief of "Akhir Lahza" (it's a newspaper ).
one day after, he published the note on the newspaper, and two days later they call me to help that girl to pay her fees.
I went to newspaper's offices and met him, they surprised me by paying the fees off that Student.
So I want to thank all of people who helped to rescue that student specially "Akir Lahza", "Friendship Hall " manager, and "Wakfs Authority- khartoum state".
They deserved to be thanked for all what they did.

Teacher, mother, and friend

Sorry for disconnecting all this time but what to do, I'm writing only when I have writing mood which I wasn't in for the latest four months.
I was disappointed and annoyed as result of my weakness. I was feeling that the life will stop and the world will be destroyed.
I lost a friend, got illness in my heart and suffering in dealing with my family. One day, I lost the hope which made me think for 3 hours asking myself what is wrong in my life.
I sent an e-mail to my dear teacher (Hala), she gave me some advices that I followed most of them then I discovered that there is nothing can make the world stop (except God) and everything that was broken will be fixed.
I learned that the true friends are really rare, and whatever my family did they will still my family. The doctors gave me hope to medicate my heart sickness.
Now, I came back to my study and it's going well. This year I'll never allow for anyone to get higher marks than me, 'cause my study became the only important thing in my life right now, and other things will come and go.
At last, I'm very grateful for teacher Hala who showed me how to live and helped me to arrange my life.

Could you leave your children?

I think it's a big shame when we ask parents this question, but what we can call it when the answer became yes?! And when it comes from the each one of parents?!!
In the movies we saw that parents go to law to keep their children with them, but during the latest few months I saw and hear these words from three divorced couple, and married one.
Every one of parents doesn't want to keep his/her children with him/her. About the divorced couple one of them divorced after 21years of marrying, and some of their daughters are married!
All of this is stranger, but why it happened? Is it for the financial situation? No, this can't make the parents leave their children. All that I could understand that is the social situation became bad here.
After divorce, the couple starts a speech war without caring to their children. They extract secrets of each other to the people who tell these secrets to the children which make them take wrong ideas about their parents.
As the time go, the will hate their parents more and more and tell the people how they feel as 15 years girl that said to me: "We haven't a family and our parents didn't want us".
That child told me about her secrets while I'm not a member of her family because she wants someone to hear from her, gives him her secrets, and gets help from him.
These conditions make children without supervision which mean that they can do whatever they want to find their selves.
Finally, I hope that parents understand what I said and take care of their children and don't leave them 'cause of their troubles.

Sorry for absence

Dear all,
I'm so sorry for not connecting all this time, but my life doesn't allow me to make activities more than study.
I prepared three posts during the last two months I'll post yhem next week so I hope you like them.
I really missed blogging!

Disvaluing the time

Hi,
In Sudan it's normal if you being late for more than hour, The government tried to solve this problem by adding one hour to the local time (Khartoum was +2 GMT and now they made it +3 GMT); but there is no different because Sudanese people don't respect their time.
These days, we are waiting for our college result. It should be on 21 Aug, but every day we go to university for the result and the heads and the dean of our college are giving us delusive dates. We are going daily since 21 Aug but until this moment (27 Aug 10:18 p.m.) there is no new news about result.
This thing happens in different fields even the medical field. I face the problem of losing time in dealing with the bank, When my family send money to me it arrive within 3 hours, but the employees never banking it in my account before 4 hours from arriving time!
In medical field you may not find the doctor in his position because he will come late, without caring about the patients.
If I want to write about disvaluing the time I will never stop; because it has no limit.

Always faults?!

Hi everyone, Sorry for being lazy all this time, but what to do I was studying for exams and I was very ill.
I know that maybe I lost many things in my life but I believe that god will never forget me.
Today, I'm going to write about something I'm suffering from it every semester and every end of year. I'm going to write about the faults in different fields.
In the education field I faced faults five times just while my study in university. Every semester I prepare myself to write a request to faculty's head, because I will find myself unable to do one of my exams because they made a fault by putting my name with the students those not allowed to do the exams because of their absence.
This thing happened to me four times, and I feel that these faults are intended, if I face this fault one or two times maybe it will be wrong ,but four times it's not only faults.
In Sudan, everything is possible if you have authority, you can do whatever you want because nobody can ask you.
In health field, in the latest few days I read about many faults happened during the surgeries and many of patients was died. One time they forgot to extract the muslin from tummy of a woman.
The faults are ordinary thing in Sudan, So you should be attention to everything to get your rights.

What is right?

Here I am again; I'm going to write about general topic but covered with a personal action.
When you want to separate between your work and the social life you will find that is difficult – especially in Sudan- because it's not possible to work without make a social relations with your friends who work with you.
I tried to do that but I failed, because I took the wrong way. I separated my social life from my work (study) but after 14 months I found that I'm mixing between them, because I'm living in a mixed community and I couldn't be different.
The story began when I was trying to help one of my colleagues to pay her fee. I became so near from her and I know everything about her life, so I talked with her for 8 months before I found that I'm talking to her about my life. This is not bad thing but it made us a target of others speech. In our community it's wrong if you have a friend from other sex which means if you male all of your friends should be males.
May this thing is saving our life from many problems, but why we didn't accept the relation between man and woman while it's going on the right way? I'm not with those who want to have a free community but I want to have a friendship relation to allow to people to know each other more and more.
These relations should be seen by parents and controlled by religion and customs to be valid to build a complement community that will be able to deal with other communities and with its members.
As I said this is personal opinion and I want your opinions to decide if I'm going on the right way or not, so please vote to the poll that exist on the right of this page to help me to make a decision.

Again in Sudan

Hi all,
Here I am again, I came back to Sudan on 9th of June and it became stranger to me.
When I went to Abha (a city in Saudi Arabia) I found interesting environment to live, work, and study; but here I discovered that we are in the worst environment in the Middle East.
My father left Sudan since 1979 so he doesn't know anything about living in Sudan so he think that Sudan became a good country, but the question is "Most of the Sudanese people want to migrate, why?"
I can answer this question, If you need more than 150$ to study in public school and more for medicine and ….. Which mean that you want more than 1000$ per person every year while your income between 4000 $to 4200$, will you continue in working in Sudan?
After all of this we are facing increment from 50 – 150% in prices, so can I ask where the government support is?
The answer is there is no government support here, the citizen afford all services costs without increment in salaries, so Sudan will never move forward until the government care about citizens and produce all services with its support.

Finally I'm in holiday

Hi all sorry for disconnecting for long time. I was so busy last month so I wasn't able to write.
I arrived to KSA yesterday after eight hours of waiting. The weather wasn't good and the Flight was delayed for five hours.
Let's move over services of Saudi Arabia Airlines, after ten minutes of the delay all the service workers came to give the passengers a free meal and excuse them and the internal radio was notifying us every 15 min to tell us about the news of weather .
This thing made us happy and we feel that we are VIP. In Sudan the flights maybe delayed for a day or half, and nobody will tell you why or when the flight will take off, it's normal to see the passengers sleeping on the floor of the Khartoum airport waiting for their flight without eating anything or knowing when the flight will take off.
What happened yesterday was a great thing from the Saudi airlines. So I hope the Sudan airlines to do like them.
Thanks for the Saudi airlines and their customers care department.